bordered love aren't called love.

If you really love someone there shouldn't be any borders. Nothing should stop you. This is you life. If you don't do the thing you love, be with the one you love. No one else can. Why bother about what others think when this is your life. Being happy or sad lies within you, not them.

Things that never exist.

This world is big. Just because you haven't met someone better doesn't mean there isn't. Just because no one love you, doesn't mean there wouldn't be. The one you think you really love might not be the one you have love the most. Just because you didn't know, doesn't mean there isn't. There are better things for you to discover. So get over it and move on. :)

fall

You make me fall for you again when I was about to give up.
You're indeed a bastard.

Things to do.

- I have to do something between us. talk it out.
- I have to pack my room.
- I have to schedule myself.
- I have to find a job.
- I have to have some thoughts.
- most importantly, I need to do FDS now.

Goals.

- I'm so gonna slim down
- I'm so gonna take the plane
- I'm so gonna do something I had never done before
- I'm so gonna pick up new languages
- I'm so gonna meet all kind of weird people and make friend with them
- I'm so gonna learn new things like, scuba diving
- I'm so gonna become someone worth loving
- I'm so gonna find someone worth loving and love him/her like no tomorrow
- I'm so gonna change
- I'm so gonna reach for the turning point of my life


So watch me, fuckers!!

smile. :)

I always wear a smile on my face. As long as i can. Cause i don't know when my smile will brightens up some one's day. When I'm sad, I'll try to smile. Not because I'm crazy, but because I know being grumpy does no help to solving any problem whereas deteriorate it. So I'll smile. :) Smile is really a very magical thing. It create wonders you won't know. Just by smiling to a stranger you may have just made his/her day. So people, SMILE. :)

Liar Bitch.

Seriously I don't know why should you lie when you can't bluff me forever?
Please lie to me only when you're confident enough that you can keep it from me forever.

admire like crush love?

Love is like a guessing game. When you win, you'll win everything. But when you lose, you'd be left nothing.
I will always place my bet carefully. I'm sure this time round is not love. It's just somewhere between admire crush and like. So, it's ok. It's ok to lose.

sick.

Not feeling very well. Thanks for your concern. But I still feel that you're faking it.

1st step out.

If The World is a book and without travelling you've just flipped a page.


Seriously I think I should, and probably everyone else should, travel around and take a good look at the world we are living at. Things would be so much different if everyone of us just care a little bit more. I really wanna travel one round or probably a few rounds around this globe. It will really broaden my mindset and change the way I view things. I will learn lots of life lesson. I truly need to take this one step out. And I know the moment I start travelling, it will be a turning point in my life. I will not stop travelling. Life's too short to wait. You don't need a few grands to travel. All you need is an explorer heart. One fine day, I will just off my phone, cut off my contacts, free myself from Internets and flyaway. :) This is my life, I will live my passion.


p.s. I don't give a damn about you.

This post is for myself.

Bitch remember, don't ever envy other people when they are good, you'll never know what kind of shit they get when you're not looking.

3 insecure.

It's 10th of may, almost half a year is gone. Time flies. Things/people change. None stays the same. How saddening.

Don't know why i will always feel insecure. Maybe I'm just not confident enough. I feel that we're drifting apart. Seriously, being friend with you can really make me feel like shit, but I can't deny that you can make people feel awesome being with you. So maybe that's why....

Viridian 61. ♥

Ohh great. Today was fine. everyday was fun in school. I have awesome classmates, I love them all! ♥ I just freaking hate the tonnes of assignments. But I think I can sleep early tonight. If I start doing my work right now and not procrastinate!!! hahahas. I freaking love my class lah!!! viridian 61!! ♥

To my bestfriend. 2

As promised, the later part.
I think keeping friendship is mutual. I've done my part and the rest is up to you. And of course, there are changes I see. I hope it will not deteriorate again. :)

Randomness

Just wanna post something. Since I've done my blog skin till so nice. lols. (self praise..)

Ever since poly starts, I've been freaking busy. Some days i can't even have a good sleep. I had fun though.
I shouldn't be blogging right now. I've got freaking lots of assignments to complete.. Hell.. this is inhuman!!! I wanna quit school!!!! i wanna take mc tml!!! i want the aliens to kidnap me!! lols. OK. stop my grumbling and get working.

anyw, for the previous post. there's still part 2. i'll continue next time, if i still feel like to. hahaahs!!
To be continued...
:D Bye folks~!

To my bestfriend.

I bet you'll never see this but I just feel like writing.
You may be very sociable, you may get to know lots of people, gain a lot of friends. Yes, your charisma is freaking high. But you don't know how to cherish the people who cherish you. In your life people come to you easily, then they will walk away from you. Just when you are busy knowing new friends the old ones left. In the end you will realise, none of the people by your side you can call them best friend. I know this is you. I can't change you. Maybe you don't mind. But then if one day I choose to leave, don't do something to make me feel like staying by you again. Cause I know I will stay for the words you say though you don't mean it, and even when you don't cherish me.

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