Things change, friends leave, life doesn't stop for anybody.
Time changes everything. Even friends leave.
Keeping friendship is mutual. No matter how hard I try to maintain it, if I'm trying alone, This friendship will still end. Am I a friend worth having? I prompt myself.
Cause I really feel that I rely a lot on my friends. I need them. But to them it seems like whether I'm there a not nothing matters. I don't like the feelings of being neglected. I know I'm not as selfless, not as humour, not as loyal, not as friendly. This is me. If I'm not a friend worth having, I will try to become one that is. because I love all my friends, i don't wanna lose them.
I'm feeling a little lost recently.
