Tried your best to keep someone with you. Tried your best to please someone. So afraid someone will leave you. Done everything you can and made yourself so insane. Had nothing in return or as little as you never expected. Maybe you even get shits. It's tiring. It's pointless. Let go. 

The love she wants.

A girl will never tell you straight what she wants. She gives hints, and she waits for you to get it.
She will wait and wait and wait and wait, till she's tired she will stop and leave. Cause when you really love her, you care and you will get her hints. If you don't, you don't love her. When you don't love her, then why should she stay?

Hope.

Silly I know.

But still, I want this 11 wishes. :)


I wish,
1. He love me more each and everyday like how I do :)
2. He can solve all his problems
3. He can be happier happier happier and happier :)
4. Those that he love to be happy and healthy, especially his grandma
5.He is The One :)
6.Those that I love to be happy and healthy
7. I can learn how to trust, and not be so paranoid
8. To know what I really want
9. To have enough money to tour around this globe with him
10. To be happier :)
11. All those 10 wishes above can really come true :)

I love Tan Wei Ming!!

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Everything shall be forgotten.
Everything will be back to normal.
I'd be fine.

Ego or Friend?

You want to be nice to people, you know you did them wrong, but your ego held you back. You don't apologize when you're wrong.
You help your friends, but you wanted something in return. That's not very nice of you.
Your requests are sometimes unreasonable, yet you didn't realize.
You're nice yet nasty.
You made me feel like a friend for your convenient.
You made people feel guilty for not helping you.
We ain't angel, wait till our tolerance reached it limit, we will leave you.

Friends ain't tool, spouse ain't fool.

The past shall past.

Who doesn't have a past? If you can only remember how bad that person is in the past, you can never notice how good that person have become. I have a past, I'm ugly back then. If it's not because I've been ugly, how would I know I can be as beautiful as now? I reminisce my past, adore my present, dream of my future.

Life doesn't stop.

You did things that hurts me you'll never know. What you will know is, I will gradually leave you. And you will think I have changed. I have left for the better. The truth is, I wanna be fair to my heart. To heal the wounds you left me with.

Happy Father's day.

2 days ago was Father's day. I believe there wouldn't be another guy in this world that will love me more than he does. Papa was like every other man, he does not know how to express his love through words. We don't show love, we put them in heart. Things that papa had done for me is uncountable. And I know, even if the whole world leave me, he will still be there for me. No matter how unreasonable I am he will still love me. Because he is my papa and not anyone else. :) I know I won't say this to him in face, but.. Papa, I love you! ♥

very sad...

nothing seems to went smoothly.. i'm like making mistake every here and there, ruining my life. i really dont know what to do. i cant handle it. what should i do.......