Things to complete = A LOT.

Time left = little.

ridicule

Things were never perfect. And they will never be. When there are happiness, there will be sadness around. You wanna please this person. You never realised you are as well hurting another person. This person is pleased, there another will be sad. How ridicule ? Perhaps this is human. The way we survive.

99th post.

I'm a little motivated.. :)

Things don't work as it's suppose to be. stressed, seriously I am.. headache, don't feel like going to school tomorrow. too much things to do, too little time is left. i wanna run away, avoid everything, hide myself and rot away.

Dear Peter Pan,

Dear Peter Pan, I have not found my dreams, yet I have not much time left. I have to make my decision soon, I don't wish to do so, at least not so soon. could you bring me to Never land for awhile? Your sincerely, Ying Ying

maybe I'm too tired..

maybe I've gave up..

maybe it's because I have no dreams.

maybe..

maybe maybe..

it's just ways to make me feel better if I couldn't make it.

I'm always afraid to hope, I don't like disappointment.

perhaps, I'm fragile. I never said that I am strong.

or will I ever be? i might never be.

11:11 PM

If it's true, I wish I could become a famous Hong Kong actress.

I'll try it again tml. :)

It's funny. I'm not happy. Why? I don't know. I need some evidence that I'm happy, I'm suppose to be happy. So do you think I'm happy? An evidence that I'm not happy: I'm not contented.

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I really don't know what to do.